Sometimes I wonder to myself if I will ever have the courage to go up to her and tell her how I feel. Idk, sometimes I wish i can just go up to her right now and just say it. its been like what 4 to 5 years that i have been feeling like this. So what is stopping me? I guess it’s the constant fear of losing someone so close to me in a matter of seconds when I tell them how I truly feel.